I have a great life. I know it and I’m grateful every day. But why can’t I control how I feel? A couple weeks ago on a Saturday, I decided to stay home, have a lazy day, made some eggs, read my book, lay in the Sun, and I really enjoyed my day. It was wonderful, it was so wonderful that I decided to do it again on Sunday.

Sunday I was miserable. I felt like I was wasting my life I was lonely and bored. All the stuff that was wonderful yesterday sucked today. I realized that the only thing different was my mood, and wondered why I could not control my mood?

What the hell can I control if it’s not that? The inside of my own head.

I have a great time pretty much all the time, except sometimes when I’m home alone. Hence the title of the post, walking to close to the cliff. How can I avoid my home? How can I avoid being alone in my own head?

Anyway it was a great weekend, went diving yesterday. Photos below.

And I got an award from my Garmin Dive Computer Watch.

Happy Monday! Have a great week!