Loss Of Direction

Why do I meditate? Spiritual growth. Why do I want spiritual growth? I don’t know.

Do you miss your wife? Yes, constantly. What does it feel like, in your body, to miss your wife? I don’t know.

What does sadness feel like in your body? I feel it all the time but I don’t know.

What do you want to be when you grow up? I don’t know. What are you going to do when you retire?

Do you want a girlfriend? Yes. Why? I don’t know. Why does anyone want a partner? I don’t know.

At 62 years old, I know less than a teenager. But feel like I still want the same things as I did back then.

I don’t know what I’m doing. But I know this shit hasn’t been good enough for a long time, maybe forever. When I find the answers to these questions, there will be more, but it’s time for me to bust through the ceiling and continue to move onwards and upwards.

One thought on “Loss Of Direction

  1. You are a super nice guy who deserves the best. I am confident you will find it. Understanding yourself is so important, having confidence in yourself is equally important.

    Positive thoughts coming your way from the South Coast of Ohio….

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