its Friday (yeay!) and I can’t think of a topic. (boo!) I had one yesterday, it was a flashback Friday post, (yeay!) But, like I said, I can’t remember what it was (boo!)
Yesterday was payday! {yeay!) Got a $$$ bonus (double yeay!)
I hope you have a good weekend! (Yeay!)
The road wants you to have a nice day.
The road wants you to see this horse, blocking my morning beach access.. (I could have gone around, but after yesterday’s rain, it was too puddle-y.)
I think the universe wants to have fun riding horses today!
Happy Tuesday!
But I’m Not
Last night, I was lying in bed. I thought I was awake, but part of me knew that I wasn’t. I was trying to do simple three count in three count out breathing and couldn’t do it. It was very difficult. I was trying to NOT think about Daisy and the dog across the street but I could not.
I often wonder why I think I’m awake all night but my sleep monitor shows me as being asleep. It’s because even though I’m asleep, I’m aware. I cannot fully control my thoughts in this state. Counting 1 2 3 was very difficult and I kept making mistakes. Breathing was difficult along with the count. It is a bizarre sensation/state of mind.
and now I’m off to work. I think it’s payday but it might be tomorrow
Have a great day!
When I received a message, I respond almost immediately. I must be the only one. Most others take hours, days, or don’t respond at all.
I wonder if people think I’m desperate by replying instantly. I don’t think so. To me, not responding might be kinda rude. It makes me feel unimportant to the person I’m messaging. Of course, a person’s phone is their tool, to use as they wish.
Its still odd, a conversation lasting over days, where the I respond immediately, like a talking conversation, and they reply like they’re mailing a letter snail mail.
What are your thoughts on responding to messages?; Sooner? Or later?
Have a great day!
ive been going through (another) period where there seems to be no topics for me to post about, or, I don’t like the posts I post.
Ive gotten to the point where I’m going to accept being single. I’ve asked everybody I’m interested in out, they all said no, there’s nobody.
Seems like
I’m 63, I don’t want to be looking for a girlfriend like some teenager, I want to be in an established marriage. The fact that I’m in a situation where I’m looking for a partner is embarrassing and humiliating.
theres worse things than being single.
I went to the grocery store yesterday after lunch. I got a bottle of coffee creamer for work and two bags of dried apricots for me. I got in line and there were two ladies in front of me buying some kind of hair products. They were laughing and joking with the cashier and I was standing at the end of the conveyor belt with my three items, watching and enjoying their banter.
Suddenly, a woman wearing a red ski mask comes and pushes her grocery cart in front of me. I said “excuse me”, she ignored me. I said ‘excuse me” again “I have three things and I am in line”. She did not even look my way. I waited for the cashier to stop talking to the two hair product ladies, and said “excuse me cashier, why did this lady cut in front of me in line?” The cashier replied that she didn’t know. I said excuse me again, as I pushed the lady’s cart (and the ski mask lady) out of my way and went to my place in line and paid.
As I was leaving, it seemed the ski mask lady was getting ready to give the cashier a hard time, I thought about hanging around but didn’t.
if the ski mask lady said anything, offered any explanation as to why she was cutting in line, it probably would have been okay. But ignoring me really pissed me off.
Since covid, people are allowed to wear whatever they want on their heads, but this is a ski mask in the tropics.
It was bizarre.
Morning toothbrushing, when do you do it? It seems hard for me to find the correct time, logically. Do I do it when I first wake up? I just brushed my teeth before bed, I haven’t eaten or drank anything since I brushed my teeth. I’m ready to go eat breakfast and drink coffee.
Do I do it before I leave for work? Halfway through my first cup of coffee? And then go to work and drink more coffee?
There seems to be no really good time for morning toothbrushing.
When do you brush your teeth in the morning? These things keep me awake at night.
Have a fantastic day!
Below is this mornings sunrise, because the pic makes the post!
I slept good again last night, 2wo in a row. Can it be as simple as not laying on my back? Will it last? Below is the sleep tracking from my watch, I barely woke up at all, usually I’m up a dozen times or two.
I’m excited, going to work today,. (That’s quite possibly the most insane sentence ever typed on this blog) I don’t know why that’s exciting. Hopefully I can swim at lunch, got a lady cleaning the apartment and she’s doing a really good job She started yesterday and will finish today.
Things are looking good! Have a great day!
Most mornings, I notice my watch buzz inappropriately. This morning i discovered it was my phone asking me if I wanted to turn off the upcoming alarm! Is it just me, or is that a moronic question to ask? Waking me up to tell me i have to wake up in half an hour, do I want to turn off the alarm? The answer is not only no, but hell no! And furthermore, If i wanted to be awakened a half hour earlier than the time for which I set the alarm, I would have set the alarm for a half hour earlier!
Needless to say, today I will figure out how to turn off this rediculous notification.
Sheesh.
Happy Thursday!
I think I’m much older than I think i am . I see people who i think are about my age, and sometimes find out they are much younger than me. People who are actually near my age i think are much older than me.
This is a disturbing altercation in my perception of reality.
im in excellent health and should live forever, but I’m so old, i might die any minute!
And nothing in between!
I hope you have a wonderful day.