im up, unshipped coffee in hand, about two hours till my airport pickup.

Im sad about leaving. I love this family.

But i know I’ll be happy when I get home.

2026 startsa tonight. 2026 will be a year of big change I think

Tomorrow I head back home to the Cayman Islands. I’ve been gone about 6 weeks

I’m ready to get home but sad to leave. I’ve been part of a family here, much different than the family I grew up with.

I learned a lot.

I have a new phone, Samsung Flip 7. I like is so far.

When I get home, I’ll deal with my image problem on this blog

Have a great day!

The doc cleared me to fly and exercise . I bought a ticket going home 31 Dec!!!

today is my two week post operation checkup. Hopefully I will get the okay to fly home.

Sooner rather than later. I have enjoyed spending time here with my friends, but I know I’m a burden.

I got up this morning , not because I was done sleeping, but because I can’t stand laying face down anymore.

Bah humbug!

it occurred to me this morning, I was supposed to have visitors come down and stay in my guest apartment in the Cayman Islands. They had to cancel for various reasons.

Now I’m up at their house,, recovering from surgery at the same time they were supposed to be at my house.

Funny, isn’t it?

the irritable in my eyes getting smaller and smaller. It seems to now be about the size of a coke bottle lid. On the 26th I have a doctor’s appointment. And I’m hoping that maybe, hope against hope, I will be home for New Year’s eve. I’m afraid to Hope.

I went to bed about midnight and woke up about 5:30. I could have slept more, but not laying on my stomach.

Maybe a nap this afternoon or after I’m exhaustiticated tonight.

Last night I took the girl to her Ice Skating . I stayed in the car and read

The bubble is smaller. The sice of a coke bottle cap. Have a great day

Observingbanger from the outside and not letting it affect my external behavior. That’s the goal.

For example , I get irritated about something unimportant, inconsequential, like someone talking too much. I should be able to acknowledge the irritation and not let it affect my behavior.

Thats a goal for me to work towards

have a great day!

I didnt post this morning, thought I did but throughout the day I started thinking ” did I post this morning?’

Not much to.report. I lay face.down or look at a book (my ebook) in my lap. My neck hurts from looking down, my shoulders hurt from propping my head on my hands. My jaw and teeth hurt from the weight of my entire head being in them My back hurts because of the poor posture required by this post eye surgery lifestyle.

I’m eating a lot of Tylenol.

Maybe I’ll post again. On schedule, in about 10 hours.